cassybabyfur

I always feel bad or awkward asking for stuff buuuuuut.... heres my wishlist for christmas incase any of my watchers wanted to get me anything <3

1. Art of either my main sona Banana , or couples art of Mochi and Kyle

Banana : https://toyhou.se/3758679.banana-the-skunk#28958891

Mochi : https://toyhou.se/8202996.michiko-baker/gallery#26477527

Kyle : https://toyhou.se/8592943.kyle-addison

1. Anything off of either of my amazon wishlists. I have a "normal" list , and an abdl themed list.

"Normal" stuff : https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3DERZB57VLFWJ?ref_=wl_share

Abdl themed list : https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/16FR86MMA23TF?ref_=wl_share

Can you ship me things? : Yes im okay with it and the amazon wish lists are set to share my address with you if you buy something.

As much as I really really hate to do this , I'm asking for help here. After a few weeks of pain I finally was able to go to a walk in clinic to be seen. This was a few days ago. I have been in a constant state of pain for awhile now. The walk in clinic we went to did a physical on me (you know where they poke and proud and jab at your body) and I had what they call a positive Murphy test. That's where they press on my gallbladder , and it hurt...so freaking bad. My liver also hurt when they tapped on it but no where near as much as the gallbladder. I also had a very high urobiligion reading. Basicly a healthy level is at 1.0 ... Mine was at 4.0 . this indicates something is very wrong with my liver. As the walk in doctor explained , if my gallbladder is inflamed it can cause my liver to act up as well due to the fact it sits right on top of the gallbladder. The walk in clinic told me I need to go to an er and get imaging done to find out what I can do next. The problem here is that I dont have any health insurence and I am already working on paying off an 8,000$ hospital bill from the last time I got told to go there....so we couldnt afford to go get further testing. Now my pain is starting to hurt even worse and I'm very scared. We are working to get me health insurence but it wont be able to kick in until 6 weeks. The new year. I dont think I can or should wait that long to be seen....i hurt so bad to the point I cant sleep anymore. A few years ago my mom had to have hwr gallbladder removed due to the worst case of gallstones her doctor had ever seen. Apparently gallbladder issues are genetic and because she had to have hers removed there is a very high likely hood that I will have to as well. Right now I am doing everything I can to try and lesson the pain. I'm now on a very strict very bland gallbladder diet so no more fatty / greasy / sugary / spicy foods for me. It sucks...but I'll do anything if it helps make this pain go away. So if you can donate anything at all so I can get this imaging done , I would be forever greatful. If you cant donate but still want to help , pls share this journal. My PayPal is cassy_cat[at]yahoo.com My kofi is https://ko-fi.com/cassybabyfur I absolutely hate asking for hand outs....but I'm legit scared for my life right now because ignoring these worsening symptoms can lead to very bad things.... It looks like the abdominal ultrasound id need can be anything up to 1,000$...and that doesn't even include paying for the doctors time/hospital room. I am still trying to do commissions but work is slow due to the pain im in. If you want to buy art from me instead you can note me but pls realize I will be very slow to work on it. If uve read this far , thank you. In sorry to be a burden...and I love all of my watchers <3

Would you Rather : Haikyuu edition

I saw this video on youtube and since im currently obsessed with Haikyuu , I thought it be fun to answer the questions for myself.

You can find the video here : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C1CF1cLAsM0 1. Would you rather give Valentines day chocolates to Oikawa or Kuroo?

A. Trick question the answer is always Kenma! But seriously If I had to pick one of those two , id give chocolate to Oikawa. Ive just never been super into Rooster Head , and Flattykawa is pretty cute and funny. 2. Would you rather get a manicure by Kageyama or get your hair done by Kuroo?

A. Definitely a manicure by Kageyama . That setter has a serious finger care routine and I feel like he would give a really good manicure.

3. Would you rather be the team Coach or the team Manager?

A. Id rather be the manager. I could handle doing all the paperwork and advertising the matches , but I dont have the skill or knowledge of the sport to actually coach them. Ill just be Yachi learning how to take over from Kiyoko lol

4. Would you rather go to an arcade with Kenma and Hinata or go get Korean bbq with Tanaka and Nishinoya?

A. Do you even have to ask?? ARCADE!!! Then I get to be with my kitty and the ball of sunshine! 5. Would you rather be on Tsukishima's bad side or Daichi's bad side?

A. Daichi's... I love Tsukki to much. Dadchi can be mad at me all he wants but id cry if Dino boy was genuinely mad at me.

6. Would you rather be on a Vollyball team with awesome team mates that you love but you guys lose ever match or a team that wins every match but you arent friendly with anybody?

A. Id take the team that loses any time. The point of playing a sport is for fun. If you win thats great to but as long as your spending time and having fun with the people you love , thats all that matters to me.

7. Who would you rather punch in the face. Ushijima or Aone?

A. This ones hard for me... cuz I wouldnt really want to punch anyone? Tho maybe Ushijima? I didnt like his character much. Aone's intense but I feel like hes just a big teddybear off screen.

8. Would you rather have Bokuto or Tendou as a brother?

A. Give me the Chicken Tendou as a brother pleeeeeease. Hes so silly but he legitimately is a nice guy who cares. Bokuto would annoy me to much in a bad way XD Tendou's sillyness would make me giggle.

9. Would you rather get spicy with Coach Ukai or Saeko?

A. Trick question! Answer is (older) Kenma! seriously tho...ooooooh this is haaaard.... Saeko is tons of fun and shes really cute and punk , but Ukai is kinda hot.... can I have both? I pick both. No? fiiiiine then Ukai.

10. Would you rather have a spicy evening with the coach of Shiratorizowa or the elder Coach Ukai (coach Ukai's grandpa).

A. Eww neither! ... there both old grandparents . Thats not really my thing XD do I get a pass? Im taking a pass on this question. Im fine with a bit of an age gap now and then but not that big of one! 11. Would you rather have a slumber party with the Miya twins or a slumber party with Sugawara and Asahi?

A. OOOO Sleep over at Sugamama's house!! I feel like it would be so wholesome with those two and he's take such good care of me

I found out the one person I loved and trusted the most was going behind my back and being secretly manipulative. I lost all trust in them... and had to break up with him , and its really taking a toll on me emotionally and physically since we were together for many many years....

Im weak , im sick to my stomach , im nauseous 24/7 , im not sleeping well. Im trying to push through my halloween prompt pics to keep some sense of normalcy in my life right now , but im depressed and its manifesting in both emotional and physical pain.

So do forgive me if commission work is a bit slow... I know im known for having a fast turn around time , but right now im finding it hard to even get out of bed , let alone work on art for others. Im going to take a few days to myself to just... try and process everything that happened. I hope you all can understand.

Im just not okay right now.

what is the costume contest? You can read about it here :

To enter , please fill out this small form . ENTRY FORM Username : Costume Entry Pic : (Optional) Tell me about your costume / character : Below is an example of a properly filled out entry form. Username : Cassybabyfur Costume Entry Pic : https://sta.sh/01jzz2qwqmcn (Optional) Tell me about your costume / character : I am cosplaying as Kenma Kozume. He is the setter from Nekoma's Vollyball team and from the anime Haikyuu. He is very introverted and when he is not playing vollyball , he is playing phone / video games. You may submit forms in this journal , or by note/pm if you would prefer to keep your photo private. You are free to cover / block your face if you wish. You may draw your own sign that says "CASSYBABYFUR'S 2020 COSTUME CONTEST" or use this premade sign. Premade sign : https://sta.sh/02e746xo4e8s Entries are open until october 31st. A winner / Winners will be chosen November 1st.